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The detective hunting a killer has a body count of her own.

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A crime to solveA contemporary homicide investigation with supernatural evidence.
A monster with rulesA morally complicated heroine hiding in plain sight.
A mystery across five booksEach answer opens the door to something older.

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Penelope Veil is an ageless hunter who isn’t human. Every Sunday, she has dinner with Michael Brennan’s family.

Every book pulls her one layer deeper into the New York most people never see: older, stranger, and not all of it hostile. There are small mercies and ugly fights, people worth keeping and costs that stay. And every book brings her own forgotten past a little closer.

It begins as a secret. It becomes a family. Then it becomes a war.

What is she? And what will the answer cost the people who love her?

The Forgotten Blood Series: dark urban fantasy on a crime story’s bones, as tender as it is savage.

“You don’t owe the dead feelings they didn’t earn while they were alive.”

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Night Never Forgets

NYPD homicide detective Penelope “Poppy” Veil has survived more than a century on blood and a strict code: never feed on the innocent. Her partner knows her as a good detective. His family knows her as Aunt Poppy. None of them knows what she is. Neither does she, not entirely.

Then a murder scene carries the marks of her hidden life, and another predator has found her. He wants her attention. He knows who she loves.

Night Never Forgets opens The Forgotten Blood Series with a dark supernatural crime story.

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Night Never Forgets

CHAPTER ONE

FACE VALUE

DEAD MEN WERE TERRIBLE LIARS.

Detective Penelope Veil had learned that sometime before electricity became commonplace, although she'd obviously never mentioned it at work. Living people lied constantly. They lied with their mouths, their hands, their eyes. They lied because they were frightened, because they were ashamed, because the truth was inconvenient. Sometimes they lied simply because they enjoyed possessing a piece of the world you didn't.

The dead were different. The dead told you everything. You only had to know how to listen.

Penelope crouched beside Daniel Mercer and listened. He had died badly.

The apartment hadn't fared much better. Rain whispered against the windows, a steady August downpour that had been falling since before dawn. Six stories below, Downtown Brooklyn had dissolved into wet gray movement: yellow cabs pushing through intersections, umbrellas colliding on sidewalks, brake lights reflected in the pavement like streaks of red paint. Water gathered on the rusted fire escape outside Mercer's window and fell in uneven drops. Penelope heard each one.

Beyond them came the soft hiss of tires through standing water, the hydraulic groan of a city bus kneeling at a stop, a truck horn several blocks east, and the low mechanical rumble of a subway train passing somewhere beneath the street. A siren rose in the distance, lingered, then disappeared into the living machinery of the city. New York was never quiet. Penelope liked that about it. Silence gave old memories too much room.

Blood streaked the wall beside Mercer's refrigerator. A coffee table lay overturned in the center of the living room, one leg broken cleanly away. The television had been knocked from its stand. A shoulder-shaped crater dented the drywall near the hallway. Mercer himself lay between the kitchen and living room with one arm bent beneath him. His head was turned at an angle the living rarely found comfortable.

Thirty-eight. White male. Six feet. Around two hundred pounds. A pale strip of skin marked the finger where a wedding ring had once been, although according to the patrol officer downstairs, the divorce had become final not quite two years ago. Two assault arrests. One conviction. Possession. An active order of protection filed by a former girlfriend. Penelope knew all of that.

For the moment, none of it mattered. The dead deserved the truth too. Even the unpleasant ones. Especially them, sometimes.

She leaned closer. Two punctures marked the side of his throat. Penelope studied them. Ugly. One fang had entered cleanly. The other had torn sideways before finding its mark, leaving a short crescent of damaged flesh beneath it. Bruising spread around the wounds where a mouth had pressed too hard against Mercer's throat. Sloppy.

"Well?"

Penelope ignored the voice behind her. She placed two gloved fingers beneath Mercer's jaw and angled his head toward the gray light coming through the window. There were easier ways to feed. Quieter ways. A vampire with any real experience would have known that. This one had bitten too hard, held too tightly, and torn the wound when Mercer struggled. It hadn't come here planning to leave a corpse behind. Something had gone wrong.

Penelope closed her eyes and didn't turn around. There were approximately eight billion human beings on the planet. Somehow, after surviving world wars, depressions, epidemics, riots, disco, three separate fashion revivals that should have remained dead, and the invention of social media, she had ended up partnered with Detective Michael Brennan.

"What?"

"Anything?"

She looked over her shoulder. Brennan stood just inside the apartment holding two paper coffee cups and looking pleased with himself. He had been handsome once. Still was, technically, beneath the extra weight his wife insisted was the direct result of treating pepperoni like a food group. He was forty-two now, broad through the shoulders and thicker through the waist than his old military photographs suggested. His cheap blue suit fit him everywhere except the stomach, where the jacket button appeared to be engaged in a war of attrition. Penelope had once suggested tactical retreat. He had eaten a cannoli in front of her out of spite.

His wedding band was scratched nearly smooth. He'd been married to Anna Brennan for twenty-three years. High school sweethearts. Anna enjoyed telling the story of how Michael had tried to impress her at seventeen by jumping from the roof of his parents' garage into their swimming pool and missed. Michael claimed the story had evolved in the telling. Anna had photographs. Penelope believed Anna.

Behind him in the hallway, a crime scene tech set a yellow number card against the baseboard and photographed it twice. The flash came through the doorway and went out again.

Brennan crossed to her and held one cup out at arm's length.

"Coffee."

"No."

"I got it how you like it." His arm didn't come down.

"I don't like coffee."

"Black. Nothing in it."

"That remains coffee."

"You drink it every day." Brennan kept the coffee between them, offered and apparently nonnegotiable.

"I endure it every day." She turned back to the body without ever having looked at the cup.

He set it down on the floor beside her knee anyway, squared it up with the edge of a floorboard, and straightened, satisfied.

Then Penelope smelled his breath. Rain. Coffee. Mint gum attempting unsuccessfully to conceal garlic, tomato, mozzarella, and pepperoni.

She let her head come around slowly.

Brennan was suddenly very interested in Daniel Mercer's ceiling.

"Luigi's."

"What about it?" He kept his eyes up. There was nothing on that ceiling. There had never been anything on that ceiling.

"You went to Luigi's."

"No."

Penelope stared at him. Brennan held out for perhaps three seconds. His weight shifted from one foot to the other and back. Then his shoulders came down half an inch.

"Fine."

"We're working a homicide."

"A man is allowed to eat." Both hands came up, palms out, a small gesture of enormous reasonableness.

"It's nine forty-three in the morning."

He pointed at the cup by her knee. "Breakfast."

"And the nineteen-minute detour?"

"Traffic."

"You walked."

"Pedestrian traffic." Brennan made the distinction with a straight face.

A gust pushed rain-cooled air through the cracked window. The city arrived with it: wet asphalt, sausage browning on a street vendor's griddle, toasted bagels, coffee, diesel exhaust, and wet garbage. There were disadvantages to knowing exactly what the inside of a crowded subway car contained.

Brennan lowered himself into a crouch beside her, one hand braced on his knee, and somewhere in the middle of the descent the whole operation produced a quiet grunt.

"That sounded healthy."

"Old war injury."

"You hurt your back opening the garage door last Christmas."

"That aggravated the old war injury." Brennan's answer came without even the dignity of a pause.

"The springs do the lifting. Bean could open that door."

"Psychological aggravation."

Two of the medical examiner's people had come in and were standing near the door with a folded bag between them, waiting to be told they could have him.

Michael grinned at her. Nobody she had ever met did it better: he made her forget herself.

His daughter had inherited the same gift. Molly Brennan was twenty, relentlessly curious, incapable of whispering, and convinced Penelope possessed a secret romantic life that could be uncovered through sufficient interrogation. Anna usually participated.

Dinner at the Brennan house had become an ambush Penelope nevertheless accepted whenever invited. There was always too much food. Anna would complain that Michael never helped enough while Michael stood directly beside her helping. Molly would tell Penelope things she presumably wasn't supposed to tell her father's partner. Their dog, Tank, would spend the evening attempting to put his entire head in Penelope's lap.

And there was Maddox.

Maddox Brennan was two years old, went by Bean, and had been the single most expensive thing that ever happened to his parents. He had a vocabulary of perhaps forty words, seven of which were no, and he had decided somewhere around his first birthday that Penelope belonged to him personally. He would find her within three seconds of her entering a room, then cross to her at whatever speed his legs allowed. He would simply stand against her leg, facing outward, like a small furious bodyguard. Bean called her Pop, which was Michael's word, and Michael had never once let Anna forget that his son had taken his side.

During their seven-year partnership, Penelope had watched Michael love his daughter. He would put himself in front of a car for Molly without breaking stride.

Bean had undone him.

Penelope had no other word for it. Michael carried printed photographs of Bean in his wallet, in the year of our Lord two thousand and twenty-six. He produced them at crime scenes. Over months of car rides, Penelope had also learned the names of Bean's sixteen fire trucks and that Bean said bapple instead of apple. Michael had privately decided not to correct him, confessed this to her, and been mocked for a week.

The man carried nine scars he never discussed and had gone to pieces over a two-year-old.

The Brennan home was noisy and warm, cluttered with photographs. Shoes accumulated beside the door. There were pencil marks on the kitchen wall recording Molly's height from age four onward, and then, in ink, about eighteen inches lower, four new ones. Michael and Anna argued about the thermostat. They kissed while arguing and forgot the argument before it ended.

Penelope had lived for more than a century. She had accumulated money, weapons, books, identities, and graves. The Brennans had somehow accumulated something she had never learned how to acquire.

A home.

She loved them. She never used the word. Words made things real. Real things could be taken.

"One day, Poppy," Michael said, tipping his own cup toward the untouched one by her knee, "you're going to realize gratitude is an attractive quality."

Penelope gave him a slow look. He smiled into it, unbothered. She had told him not to call her Poppy somewhere around four hundred times. The first objection had been genuine. The rest had become ritual. Anna called her Poppy now. So did Molly. Penelope had once corrected Molly. Molly had looked wounded. Penelope had never corrected her again.

"One day, Michael, they might find you in the East River."

"See? This is why nobody asks you out."

Behind them the camera flashed twice more. Mercer's left hand, then the doorframe.

"That's the reason?"

"Top three." Michael took a drink from his coffee.

Penelope almost smiled. She picked up the coffee.

Beside her, Michael had the grace not to say anything, so she drank it.

"Don't ruin this."

He stopped grinning. Michael knew when a joke ended.

"What do you see?"

Penelope sipped. It was bitter, and it helped.

"Parts of the struggle don't fit."

Brennan's gaze left her and went around the room. The quality of the looking changed, slower now, tracking the walls at waist height, then the floor. The overturned table. The television on its side with the cable still attached. The crater in the drywall at the height of a man's shoulder.

"The table?"

"Look at the break."

He leaned in over the detached leg without putting a hand down, elbows tucked, like a man leaning over something he intends not to disturb.

"Clean."

"Too clean. But the damage around Mercer isn't. Some of this happened in the fight. Some of it may have happened after."

Brennan's expression sharpened.

Penelope glanced at Mercer again. Not the blood. The absence of it. A human body held roughly five liters. Mercer had lost enough to kill him, but there wasn't enough here.

She leaned closer to Mercer's throat. Copper filled her nose. Beneath it lay a faint trace of vampire blood. It had been not quite nine months since that scent had touched the air around her.

"Poppy?"

A smell wasn't quite the right word for it. Human blood smelled alive even after it left the body. Vampire blood smelled colder. Older. Rain on metal that had been buried for a very long time.

"What?" Brennan asked. He had shifted his weight to see her profile.

"Nothing."

She stayed close to the throat. The trace was already thinning: nine hours of an open window and August air had nearly finished it. She wanted the last of it before they took him out of here.

"That's absolutely not your nothing face."

"I have a nothing face?"

"You have five faces."

Out in the hall somebody laughed at something. A radio squawked and was turned down.

"Yesterday it was four."

"I found another." He held up one hand and began folding fingers down, which meant he had them in an order, which meant he had thought about it somewhere other than here.

"Anna thinks I should make a chart." He finished folding down the last finger.

Only then did Penelope look at him. Behind his head, rain crawled down the window glass in long unhurried lines.

"Anna knows about the faces?"

"Molly named two of them."

"I hate your family."

"No, you don't." Michael's answer came too easily. Too confidently.

She ignored it.

"Kitchen."

The refrigerator door hung open. Beer. Ketchup. Eggs. Half a pizza. Cold air spilled out around their ankles; nobody had thought to close it since the first officers came through. Brennan's attention landed on the pizza and stayed there.

"No."

"I didn't say anything."

"You were thinking it." She nudged the door another inch with a knuckle so he could see the whole box. "It has mushrooms."

"Then it's already dead to me." He straightened up, betrayed twice in one morning.

Penelope crouched beside the sink. Bleach. A lot of it. There was something underneath it. A tiny smear of dark residue clung beneath the lip of the cabinet. Blood.

Her body reacted before thought caught up. Her pupils widened. The apartment sharpened. Every heart in it arrived at once: the techs in the hall, the two by the door, and four feet away Michael's, strong, steady, alive. Her mouth went dry.

Eighteen days. Too long. Not dangerously long. Not yet. But long enough that hunger had begun turning biology into suggestion. She hated that.

Michael's attention shifted fully to her. "You okay?"

Penelope kept her eyes on the room. "Fine."

"You just went pale."

She finally looked at him. "I am pale."

"Paler." He wasn't joking now.

Penelope was already rising. "Stay there."

Michael stopped where he was. She crossed to the window with both hands open and visible at her sides, a habit so old she could no longer remember who she had first learned it for. She exposed the inside of her wrist to the gray daylight.

Warmth spread beneath her skin. The hunger backed away. Michael's heartbeat became a heartbeat again.

Not a dinner bell. Michael. Her partner. Anna's husband. Molly's father. Bean's dad. Someone she would tear the city apart to protect.

She pulled her sleeve down and turned around.

"You planning on explaining that?"

"No."

"Cool." He had already gone back to the body when he asked it.

"That's it?"

"I've worked with you seven years." He didn't look up. "I've learned to ration my questions."

"Smart."

"My wife suggested it."

"Of course she did."

The rain had thickened while they worked. Out on the fire escape the water no longer fell in drops. It came off the railing in a single continuous sheet, and Penelope, who had been counting them without deciding to, stopped.

A medical examiner's assistant appeared in the doorway.

"Detectives?"

Brennan turned. "What've you got?"

The preliminary put time of death somewhere between midnight and three. They would tighten it later. Then the gun came up: a nine-millimeter registered to Mercer, recovered beneath the couch.

Penelope's gaze sharpened. "Fired?"

"Three rounds missing from the magazine. Three casings recovered."

Brennan came up out of his crouch in stages and looked around the apartment.

"Bullet holes?"

"Two."

Penelope was already standing.

"Two?"

"One in the wall beside the kitchen. One went through the bathroom door and buried itself in the tile."

"And the third?" Penelope asked.

"Can't find it."

Across the room, one of the techs stopped what he was doing to listen.

Three shots. Two bullets. One missing. Penelope's eyes went to the dark smear beneath the cabinet. The pieces rearranged themselves.

"Show me."

The first impact was easy to find. A small hole in the drywall near the kitchen entrance. Miss. The second had passed through the bathroom door at chest height and struck tile beyond it. Another miss.

That left the third.

Penelope stepped into the bathroom. The sink was still running. She shut it off. Rain tapped the window. Water whispered through pipes inside the wall. Penelope inhaled.

The blood was stronger here, and it was a vampire's. Her gaze followed the scent. A tiny dark drop had dried beside the baseboard. Another beneath the edge of the vanity. Then another.

Mercer hadn't missed three times. The third bullet had hit something. Something that had left the apartment carrying it.

Young. A mature vampire could take a round at close range and walk out with the wound already closing. Age didn't merely make them harder to kill; it made injury temporary. Which meant the thing that killed Mercer was young enough for an ordinary nine-millimeter to go deep and stay there. Young enough that it hadn't healed before it ran.

Penelope followed the blood trail with her eyes. Sink. Vanity. Kitchen. Bleach. It had been hurt. Frightened.

Mercer had fought back. Three shots. One hit.

"Good for you," Penelope murmured.

She meant it.

A thin reddish-black residue remained around the drain. The vampire had tried to clean itself. Penelope touched it with one gloved fingertip. Her body recognized the blood immediately.

And now she had something better than a face on a security camera. She had its blood.

Her reflection waited in the mirror. Thirty years old. Always thirty. It had been thirty when Nixon resigned. Thirty when Kennedy died. Thirty when Hitler crossed into Poland. Thirty when women won the vote. Thirty in 1912 when Penelope first saw her own reflection in the darkened window of a train carrying her away from a place she would spend years trying to forget.

She had no idea what her face looked like before then. There was no before. Not in her memory.

Her life began on a steel gurney, in leather straps, staring up at a white ceiling with needles in both arms and blood moving through rubber tubing from seamless bags suspended above her, equipment she would later understand had no business existing in 1912. Pain. It was always pain.

And a man's voice somewhere beyond the edge of her vision. Why won't you die?

Penelope realized her hand had tightened around the edge of the sink. Porcelain creaked. She made her fingers open, one at a time, and left the hand resting on the rim where she could see it.

One hundred fourteen years. Still there. Most wounds healed. Some simply learned patience.

A knock came at the door.

"Pop?"

Michael. She took one breath. Then another. She checked her own face in the mirror before she moved, the way another woman might have checked her lipstick.

"What?"

"We've got video."

Good. Work was simple.

She opened the door. Brennan stood outside holding a department tablet in both hands. Grainy lobby footage filled the screen. Timestamp: 1:17 a.m.

Daniel Mercer entered through the front door. He wasn't alone. A woman walked beside him. Young. Maybe twenty-five. Dark hair fell past her shoulders, wet from the rain. She wore a black coat and boots. Mercer said something. The woman laughed.

Even without sound, Penelope recognized the performance.

Brennan tilted the screen toward her. "Girlfriend?"

Penelope shook her head. "No."

He glanced sideways, over the top of the tablet. "What makes you think that?"

Penelope watched the woman turn toward the camera for less than a second. Nothing about her was visibly monstrous: no fangs, no glowing eyes, no corpse-white skin. Just a young woman walking, smiling, into an apartment building with a man who would be dead less than two hours later.

Human. That was what made them dangerous. Mercer had brought her upstairs himself.

"Run her."

Michael tapped the screen twice with a thumb. "Already sent the still."

Penelope kept looking at the woman's face. "It won't come back."

"You psychic now?"

"Someone who lets a lobby camera see her that clearly isn't counting on the face leading us anywhere. Not if she was smart enough to get out of the building without being seen."

Michael studied her, then turned back to the tablet. "Still running it."

"Good."

There was the police investigation. And there was hers. Those two things could never be allowed to become the same investigation.

Michael looked from the still to Penelope and back. "Think she killed him?"

"Yes."

The certainty landed. His head came up. "You sound sure."

Penelope gave a small shrug. "Call it professional instinct."

"That instinct ever going to teach me anything?"

"Probably not."

Michael sighed and let the tablet drop to his side. "Great partnership."

The corner of her mouth moved. "It's worked this long."

He smiled faintly.

"Yeah."

It had. Far better than Penelope had intended.

"Did Molly finish her history project?" she asked.

Michael's whole face changed. It did that whenever one of his children walked into a conversation.

"Last night."

"She hated the presentation."

"She did."

Behind them, one of the ME's people crouched and unfolded the bag along the floor beside Daniel Mercer, smoothing out the creases with the side of a hand.

"She'll do fine," Penelope said.

"I know."

"Tell her I said good luck."

"You could tell her yourself. Dinner Saturday." He said it lightly and then didn't move at all.

"I didn't agree to dinner Saturday."

"Anna says you did."

"I absolutely didn't."

Michael looked entirely too pleased with himself. "She told me you'd say that."

"You people are exhausting."

"Seven-thirty."

Penelope turned back toward Mercer. "I'm busy."

"Doing what?"

"Anything else."

In the other room a zipper ran the length of something and stopped.

"Molly's making dessert."

Penelope paused. Michael caught it, and his smile widened across his whole face.

"What dessert?"

"Thought you were busy."

Michael waited her out.

"Michael."

"Chocolate cake."

She sighed. Out loud, at volume, a thing she permitted herself perhaps twice a year.

"Seven-thirty."

"Excellent."

"If Luigi's appears anywhere near the table, I'm leaving."

"No promises." Michael was still smiling when Penelope looked back toward Daniel Mercer. Toward the blood. Toward the woman's face frozen on the tablet.

The Brennans were light. Which was precisely why she kept them well away from the rest of it.

Outside, rain continued to fall. Somewhere in the city, a wounded vampire had no idea it had made the worst mistake of its short life. It had bled. Penelope had smelled it.

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How Deep It Goes

PROLOGUE

THE GATES WERE CLOSING, AND KALLA HAD MISJUDGED THE SUN.

She had told herself an hour, maybe more, when the light went copper over the grain fields, enough time to reach the wall before the horns sounded. She had walked this road since she was a child, had counted the distance by the shrines, the dead fig tree, and the place where the road forked toward the river.

Now the horns were already sounding, three short calls from the eastern tower, and the great gate was grinding shut on its stone track, a single slab of black rock, taller than six men, with no seam in it anywhere that Kalla had ever found, though she had looked, as a child, like children look for the edges of things adults tell them not to touch.

She ran. She passed the shrines, the dead fig tree and the fork toward the river.

The guards on the wall didn’t shout for her to hurry. They didn’t shout anything at all. They simply watched her come, faces unreadable above their spears. The discipline in their silence frightened her more than yelling would have. Nobody wasted breath on a girl who was already going to be too late.

She reached the gate as the gap narrowed to the width of a laden mule, then to the width of a man, and threw herself sideways through it a heartbeat before the gate shut with a sound like the world’s jaw closing.

Inside, she lay on the packed earth and gasped.

The city she knew by daylight, the market stalls, the smell of bread, dung and river mud, the noise of it, was gone. In its place was a silence so total that she could hear her own pulse in her ears, and underneath that silence, a different city entirely: torches burning at intervals along streets that had been packed with bodies an hour ago, doors barred, shutters lashed closed, not one soul in the open air but her.

Night belonged to someone else here. She had always known it as she knew that the river flooded in its season, a fact of the world.

A hand closed around her arm and hauled her upright. She nearly screamed before she saw it was old Renni, the tithe-warden, his lined face gray with a fury that had fear underneath it.

“Kalla,” he said, low, as if the walls themselves might be listening. “Foolish girl. Foolish, foolish girl.”

“I didn’t mean…”

“It doesn’t matter what you meant.” He was already pulling her down the street, away from the gate, toward the low stone house. He had the cords looped over his free forearm as he went: a hank of knotted cord for every household on the street, one knot for every name in it, untied at dusk and tied again at dawn. His thumb kept finding the knots as he walked. “Your name isn’t on the cords. But you are inside the wall after the horns, and I can’t leave you in the street.”

“Who counts?”

He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.

Every house gave a name. That was the tithe. It was older than the wall. It had happened every night of Kalla’s life and every night of her mother’s before it. One person from each household, walked to the tithe house at dusk and walked home before dawn. A cup, or less than a cup. Taken quietly by something that didn’t raise its voice, didn’t explain itself, and had never in living memory taken more than it came for.

That last part wasn’t restraint and everybody knew it. Anything that killed at the tithe was destroyed for it. Not by men, and not gently. The city wasn’t being spared. The city was being kept.

Kalla could have described the ceiling of the tithe house better than the ceiling of the room she slept in.

So when Renni pushed open a door and she saw two dozen people sitting along the walls of a room she had sat in herself, her first feeling was very close to relief.

Then she looked at their faces.

A young man sat with his back to the wall, staring at nothing, his hands opening and closing on his knees. An older woman held a sleeping child in one arm and a covered basket in the other, as though she had been walking somewhere ordinary when the cords named her. She wouldn’t meet anyone’s eyes. In the corner a boy no older than eight sat pressed against his mother’s side, and it was the mother’s expression that undid her: not fear exactly, but a terrible, exhausted resignation.

Nobody looked like that over a cup.

“Renni.” Her voice came out wrong. “Renni, this isn’t the tithe.”

“No,” he said. “It isn’t.”

She knew about the Bleeding like she knew about drought: it arrived, took what it took, and answered nothing. It kept no calendar. It came when the King wanted it, to whichever houses the cords named, and the people it took didn’t walk to the tithe house. They were walked to the palace.

Her family had already paid. An uncle, years before she was born, whose name she had heard spoken exactly once and carefully, the way one speaks of a person not quite permitted to be mourned aloud.

She had always assumed he was dead. It was a cousin who ruined that for her, at a wedding, with too much barley beer and too little sense.

Her uncle had come home.

Not everyone taken to a Bleeding died. That was the fact nobody said out loud in the ordinary run of a day, and it wasn’t a mercy. Some of the chosen came back and picked up their work. Nobody could point to a single mark on them.

Four years later the cords named her uncle’s house again.

He didn’t come back the second time.

Nobody had ever found the rule. There was no pattern in it, nothing in age or health or house or trade, nothing a person could do to make themselves the wrong name to draw. Her cousin said the not-knowing was the point, that it kept the whole city honest in a way certainty never could.

Kalla had never believed him.

She was still sitting with her knees drawn up against the cold floor, looking at the fourth roof-beam, at the place where a lamp had smoked it black over the years, listening to the old woman opposite murmur the same four words over and over, which might have been a prayer, when a boy near the door asked the question nobody else would. He was sixteen, maybe, with the forced steadiness of somebody trying very hard not to be afraid in front of strangers.

“Does he come himself?”

Renni’s silence answered before his voice did.

“He always comes himself,” he said. “That is what a Bleeding is.”

Kalla had seen the palace only from a distance, its black stone walls catching torchlight the way still water catches the moon, and had thought of it as one thinks of a mountain: enormous, permanent, entirely unconcerned with her existence. She had never imagined she would be brought inside it.

At last a door opened, a small one inside the warden’s house, not the outer gates. She hadn’t noticed it until it moved. Nobody had to be told to stand. They all did, in the same instant, before anybody had decided to.

The passage beyond smelled of stone, damp, something underneath both, something she couldn’t name, close and old. It tightened the back of her throat without her understanding why. Guards flanked them the whole way and were entirely unnecessary. Nobody in that procession considered running. Where would they run to? The gates were shut. The night belonged to the palace.

The hall they were brought into was larger than any room Kalla had ever been inside, its ceiling lost somewhere above the torchlight, its floor polished black stone that threw back distorted shapes of everyone who crossed it. They formed a loose crescent near the center, herded there by guards who then withdrew to the walls and waited.

And at the far end of the hall, on a dais that put him above everyone in the room without requiring a throne to do it, stood the King.

He wasn’t what Kalla had built in her mind from the stories. She had pictured a monster: something with a body wrong enough to explain the horror in Renni’s silence. What she saw instead was a tall, still man, dressed simply for somebody who ruled as far as the eye could see and owned a city besides. He might have passed unremarked in a crowded market, except that nobody in this hall was capable of looking at him for more than a moment at a time. It wasn’t his face. It was something underneath the face, a stillness too complete for anything that breathed. Whatever was on that dais had stopped being young so long ago that young was no longer a place it remembered having been.

He didn’t speak. He walked the crescent instead, slow, unhurried. He stopped in front of people for longer than looking would have needed, then moved on.

Kalla watched him pass the old woman with the sleeping child. Pass the boy who had asked whether he came himself. Pass a man perhaps her father’s age who couldn’t stop trembling, and then come back to him.

Nobody moved. Nobody breathed audibly. The only sound in the enormous room was the King’s own footsteps and, beneath them, so faint she thought at first she had imagined it, the small shifting noises of two dozen people trying very hard to disappear.

He stood in front of the trembling man with his head turned very slightly, as though listening for a heartbeat in a quiet room. Then he lifted two fingers, barely a gesture. Two of the wall-guards peeled off and came forward. They took the man by each arm.

The man didn’t fight. He didn’t speak. He looked back once, at nobody in particular. Kalla couldn’t have said whether he was right to; neither, she understood, could he.

He was led out through a smaller door at the side of the hall and it closed behind him. The King went on down the crescent as though nothing had happened, because for him, Kalla understood with a cold drop in her stomach, nothing had. This was simply how a night went, and there would be others before it ended. She made herself breathe. She made herself stay still. She tried to look like someone he would pass over.

He stopped in front of the mother with the sleeping child.

The boy stirred against her, half woken by the stillness around him, and looked up with the particular fearlessness of a child too young to have learned what a room like this meant. He looked at the King as he might have looked at anybody, curious, sleep-heavy, unafraid, and reached one small hand toward him, because children reach toward anything new.

The mother made a sound low in her throat and pulled him back, too late, already too late. The King’s gaze had settled, sharpened into interest.

One moment Kalla was standing frozen in the crescent like everyone else. The next she was between the King and the child.

Every person still capable of moving went to their knees.

Kalla didn’t.

She had not decided not to. There had been no decision in it anywhere, no moment where kneeling presented itself as a choice she declined, only the fact of the child behind her, and the fact of her own body refusing, somewhere beneath reasoning, to get out of the road.

The silence that followed wasn’t the silence before it. That one had been fear holding its breath. This one was the whole room stopping.

The King looked at her.

Not with the appraising sweep he had given the others, weighing and moving on. He looked at her as though he had forgotten anyone could stand in his way: not anger, not yet, something closer to genuine surprise, an expression so unfamiliar on that ancient face that producing it seemed almost to cost him effort.

“Kneel,” somebody whispered behind her. She thought it was Renni’s voice, though she didn’t turn to look.

She didn’t kneel.

She didn’t know, afterward, how long the two of them stood like that: herself upright and shaking in a room full of bowed heads, the King unmoving in front of her, close enough that she could see her own reflection twice over in eyes that were solid black from edge to edge. It might have been a few seconds. It might have been long enough for every person in that hall to finish believing she was already dead.

“You would stand,” the King said at last, “between him and me.”

It wasn’t a question, but the lift at the end of it asked one anyway.

“He’s a child,” Kalla said, and her voice came out steadier than she had any right to expect, though she could feel her whole body shaking with the effort of standing still. “He didn’t do anything.”

“None of them do anything,” the King said. “That has never once been the requirement.”

He tilted his head slightly, studying her the way one studies a language half-remembered from childhood, to find out whether it still means what it used to.

“What is your name?”

She should have been afraid to answer. She found, distantly, that she was, that the fear was there, running underneath everything else like the river under the city, present and enormous, somehow not currently in command of her mouth.

“Kallista,” she said.

The King said nothing at all for a moment. Somewhere behind her, Kallista heard the mother pull her son fully into her arms, heard the small private sound of somebody given back a child they had already started to grieve.

The King smiled.

It wasn’t a kind expression, and it wasn’t, she understood even then, entirely a cruel one either.

“Kallista,” he said, as though he meant to remember it.

CHAPTER ONE

There was no light, and there was no up.

Penelope understood, somewhere underneath the part of her that was still asleep, that this should have frightened her more than it did. There was only pressure: a weight against her whole body, evenly distributed, water pressing down with enough of itself stacked overhead to make a mountain feel modest. Cold, but not cold the way a room is cold. Cold the way stone is cold. Cold that had been cold for longer than the word had existed to describe it.

She wasn’t swimming. She understood that too, distantly, with the certainty facts have inside a dream, arriving fully formed with no memory of learning them. She wasn’t swimming because there was nothing to swim toward. Down had no bottom. Up had no surface. She simply was, suspended in an absence so total it had a texture, black going into a blacker black. The pressure kept pressing and she kept not breaking.

She had been here before; the dream arrived already furnished. The cold was the same cold, the weight was the same weight, and nothing down here had moved so much as an inch since the last time.

There was no person in the dark with her. No shape, no voice, nothing to fight. That should have been the least frightening part of it, and it was somehow the worst: an emptiness so complete it felt occupied anyway, the way a house feels different at three in the morning even with every room accounted for.

Then, from very far away, so faint she might have invented it: a heartbeat.

That part was new.

Not hers. She knew her own heartbeat better than she knew her own name: a hundred and fourteen years of a muscle that kept time because it had always kept time. Not because her body would have stopped without it. This was slower than a heartbeat had any right to be. It came from everywhere and nowhere, as sound does in water instead of air, wrapping around instead of arriving.

It shouldn’t have been possible. Nothing breathed down here. Nothing lived down here. And yet the heartbeat kept coming, patient, enormous, unhurried. It made her understand, with the sudden, sickening clarity dreams sometimes allow right before they let you go, that whatever it belonged to wasn’t afraid of the dark.

It was the dark that should be afraid.

Penelope woke sitting bolt upright in bed with both hands fisted in the sheets and her heart going so hard she could feel it in her eyes. It took her a full three seconds to remember that she didn’t need to breathe. She was doing it anyway, fast and useless, a reflex her body still reached for when it didn’t know what else to do with fear.

The apartment was exactly as she’d left it. Dark, quiet, twenty-one floors up, the city doing its four a.m. business somewhere below the window. Nothing had followed her out of the water. She made herself believe that for almost a full minute before she got up.

She didn’t go back to sleep.

She never did. The dream took her somewhere around one and let her go somewhere around four. What happened after that had settled into a routine she hadn’t chosen and couldn’t seem to break.

She opened the window first. Both hands, the sash going up hard in its frame. Then she stood in front of it and let the cold come in off the avenue until she stopped wanting it there.

Then the coffee maker, though she wouldn’t drink the coffee. She had bought it in April, in a hardware store on Ninth, for no reason she had been willing to examine at the register. The reason turned out to be that it made a noise for seven minutes and the noise was the opposite of the dream in every way.

She read the overnight sheet twice at the kitchen table with the curtain moving beside her. Somewhere in the second pass the first garbage truck came up the avenue, and she knew by then which two of the borough’s dead were going to become somebody’s Monday. Then she cleaned a stovetop that was already clean, because the building was still asleep around her and there was nothing else in it to do.

The counting had started on its own. Twenty-eight nights. Not twenty-eight nights of poor sleep, which happens to people, comes with a name, a pill and a doctor who will listen. Twenty-eight nights of the same dark, the same weight, the same nothing, arriving with the punctuality of an appointment.

And tonight, for the first time, a sound in it.

She had tried, in the second week, simply not going to bed. That lasted four nights and taught her something she would rather not have learned, which was that it was willing to wait.

She stood at the open window with the avenue still dark twenty-one floors down, unable to tell whether something down there had moved closer or she had gotten better at hearing it.

At six-forty she put the coffee maker in the cupboard where she couldn’t see it. She got dressed and didn’t decide anything about telling Michael, which was itself a decision she had now made twenty-eight times.

Michael was already at his desk when she got to the Seven-Two, which was new.

Not new in the sense that he was early: Michael Brennan had been early to work every day, a habit he credited to the Army and she privately suspected was really about the quiet, forty minutes of empty bullpen before the phones started, before anyone could ask him how he was doing. New in the sense that he looked up the second she came through the door, before her shoes had made a sound on the tile, before anything about her entrance should have registered at all.

“Morning,” he said.

“Morning.” She put her bag down. “How’s Molly.”

He didn’t look up. “Eating. Taking a few classes online. Sleeping most nights.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

“I know it isn’t.” He turned a page he wasn’t reading. “She’s still not ready.”

“Okay.”

“She’ll say when she is.”

“I know,” Penelope said. She sat down and let it go for another week.

He held her gaze half a second too long, then went back to his screen. Penelope started her own computer and told herself that half a second meant nothing.

It was the fourth Monday since Ridgefield, since a cold-storage warehouse off the West Side Highway, a folding chair, Molly Brennan’s wrists. Nobody in the department called it that. It was what the two of them called it, and neither of them had ever explained why to the other. They had fallen, without discussing it, into an arrangement that looked from the outside almost exactly like before: coffee at seven-forty, the same two desks pushed nose to nose since her second week in the unit, the same running list of cases nobody upstairs had the manpower to close.

“Reyes wants us on the Kensington thing,” Michael said, not looking up. “Guy called in a wellness check on his neighbor, neighbor’s been dead since Thursday, ME’s saying natural causes, Reyes doesn’t buy it.”

“Why not?”

“Because Reyes doesn’t buy anything. That’s the whole personality.” He slid a folder across the desk. “Guy’s sixty-one, no history, found on the bathroom floor. Neighbor who called it in has a B and E from ’09. He’s got change in his pocket that doesn’t track with his job. Probably nothing. Probably Reyes wants us to make it not-nothing on paper so he can close it clean.”

Penelope opened the folder and didn’t immediately read it, because she was watching Michael watch her not immediately read it.

It had become, over the last month, a very specific kind of exhausting. She had been watched before, for decades at a stretch, by people who didn’t know what they were looking at: cops who thought she had good instincts, exes who thought she had trust issues, one very unfortunate landlord in 1961 who thought she had a drug problem. Michael knew what he was looking at now.

She flipped a page. “Cause of death?”

“Cardiac, officially. ME’s not fighting Reyes on it, just flagged it as a courtesy because the timeline’s weird.” Michael leaned back in his chair. “You’re going to tell me something in the next ten seconds, aren’t you.”

“I don’t know yet.”

“You always know.”

“I don’t always know,” she said. He didn’t entirely believe her. She let it go.

They drove out to Kensington in near-silence. It used to be a comfortable silence, the kind two people who’d worked eleven hundred cases together didn’t need to fill. Michael took Third Avenue under the expressway instead of the parkway, which shaved four minutes and which he’d started doing sometime in the last month without either of them mentioning it. Four fewer minutes in the car was its own kind of mercy.

“You looked toward the stairwell before I heard the door,” he said, about halfway there, not looking away from the road. “Back at the desk. Before Reyes even called it up to us.”

“Michael.”

“I’m not accusing you of anything. I’m telling you I noticed.” His hands didn’t move on the wheel. His voice stayed level, the same level it always stayed, the tone she’d once loved him for because it meant he never panicked at a scene, and now heard differently, because she understood now what it cost him to keep it that level. “That’s all. I notice things now. I didn’t use to notice you noticing things. Now I do, and I don’t know what to do with that, so I’m just… I’m telling you. So it’s not sitting in the car with us not being said.”

Penelope didn’t answer.

“Your arm’s better,” he said, in exactly the same voice. “After Ridgefield you couldn’t get a coffee cup off my desk with that hand. Tuesday you carried a records box up two flights and set it down without thinking about it. I noticed.”

Four weeks ago Lucian had opened that shoulder to the bone while Molly was behind a locked door. Penelope had kept going. She hadn’t learned how badly the arm was damaged until afterward.

“Okay,” Penelope said.

“Okay,” he agreed.

They went most of a mile without either of them saying anything.

“This is awkward,” she said.

“Yeah.”

“I hate it.”

“Yeah.” He put his blinker on for an exit he didn’t need and took it anyway. “We’ll get it back.”

“Will we?”

“I don’t know.” A block went past. “But we’ll get it back.”

The dead man’s apartment smelled like a dead man’s apartment: nearly four days in a sealed apartment with the radiators running, the ME’s people having already been and gone, a super standing in the hallway with a ring of keys in his fist, not wanting to look at anything. Penelope walked the rooms slow and methodical, letting her senses do the work her eyes were only there to justify afterward on a report. Nothing here. Old man, old apartment, old grief in the photographs on the dresser, all of it exactly what it looked like.

It was, she thought, standing in the bedroom doorway with nothing left to do in the room, an enormous relief. He had been sixty-one. His heart had stopped on a Thursday afternoon and the last thing he did on this earth was take hold of a towel rail that came out of the wall in his hand. There was an entire world of ordinary catastrophe still running out there, indifferent, unhurried, not about her at all, and she stayed in the middle of it a few seconds longer than the work required.

There was blood in it, old and settled. None of her business: a nosebleed on a tissue in the bathroom trash, days stale. She caught it anyway, because she caught everything, and some small clerical part of her filed the number without being asked to. Twenty-six days since she had last fed. Six or seven to go before it started costing her anything, twenty before it started costing anyone else. Not urgent. Not yet. Just a fact sitting next to the other facts. She put it away and kept working.

She told Michael it was a natural death. Michael wrote it down. Routine, boring, over by ten-thirty.

It was on the drive back, stopped at a light on Third Avenue with the windows down and the city doing its ordinary November business around them, that the wind came off the water three blocks west. Penelope Veil went very, very still.

“What,” he said.

She didn’t answer right away. She was listening, not with her ears, not exactly, with whatever the rest of it was, the sense that had never had a proper name because nobody had ever taught her one. It came in on the wind. It had come in once before, four weeks ago, in a warehouse with a dead man on the floor. Four strangers in the room had ended a century of her being the most dangerous thing in any room she walked into with four sentences and a question about water.

Cold. Old. The ocean at night, miles from any actual ocean.

“Michael,” she said, and his hand was already moving toward the radio before she finished. “Turn around.”

“Talk to me.”

“I don’t know yet.”

He didn’t ask again.

“But it’s close,” Penelope said. “And it’s not human.”

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